11-4-26. A prime example of calumny, and the cut-off, recently. When I appeared to acquiesce and subjugate to shallow, superficial boasting, the realm of fools, all was forgiven. When I asked to reconcile the past, out came the filthy fucking lie, and with it, calumny. It doesn’t matter what the truth is, it’s who discredits whom. Nothing to do but accept the unfortunately predictable outcome, and let go.
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11-3-26. Interesting how things “balance out,” on the same day even. Maybe it’s just an outlook on “The teachings are everywhere,” the way of flow, I don’t know. I know I am imperfect. “We all have our idiosyncrasies,” was said to me many years ago. I also know I reach out. Often, I’m the one who does the outreach. I tentatively concluded that I frighten some people long ago by my candor, and my lack of superficial appreciation.
I marvel at the one-sided approach of some. It can hurt, but that has to be OK. Things end, and things begin. Again, I stress, I make no claims to perfection, BUT, I am open. Vulnerability can be seen as a flaw by those whose shit doesn’t stink. OK, so it’s all my fault. “You use foul language.” Saying, “That’s a filthy fucking lie” is my fault, and a grievous, unforgivable one. I’m OK with that. Good literature is made of this stuff. They get their ideas from real life. “Confusion will be my epitaph.” Onto death go we all.
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11-2-26. Are you the victim of my jealous envy? Please advise, so I can clean up my act. There can be no possible alternative explanation for not acquiescing to shallow, superficial boasting, the realm of fools. Besides, it doesn’t matter what the truth is, it’s who discredits whom. Lying punk scoundrels require subjugation, as in “I’m a hotshot, you’re nobody.” Mutual respect is for losers who don’t value the authority to debase and ridicule. If you appear to threaten motor-mouthing superiority, expect the long-winded lie. If you don’t acquiesce then, you may be deemed untrustworthy and “cut-off.” HaHaHa.
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